Their screams of terror
Their cries for help
Their weeps of sorrow
Their the voices in my head
They have grown so old
They have become so loud
Now they echo all day long
I just wish for them to gro silent
The voices in my head
Grow more and more reckless
That I can't even think
Of the consequences to my actions
But no matter what they say or how they say it
They love you just as mush as me
Yet you dont see the love in my eyes
And you cant hear the songs that they sing
The voices in my head
Maybe sweet and comforting
But most of the time
Their sick, demented, and twisted
They argue over whether or not I should
Put a gun to my head
And all but one agrees
For me to pull the trigger
That one voice who cares
If I pull the trigger
Is the voice of reason
It's your beautful voice
The voices in my head
Are they wrong for wanting me dead
Are they right for causing my insanity
All I know is that I can trust them
Every second of my time
I spend listening to their screams
Their cries and their weeps
I realize why they do it
The voices in my head
Echo my pain
Because they know it
And know my demons
The voices in my head
Have never seen my heart
Yet they know the truth to my lies
And the tears not in my eyes
Of all these voices
Yours is the loudest
Causing me to put this gun down
And think of a better way to end it all
The voices in my head
Tell me you the only one
I can and will ever love
And the only one I can't hurt
But I feel as if
The voices in my head
Want me to be hurt
Due to the pain I have dealt
I beg of them to stop
And let me live on my own
To die on my own terms
But they continue on
Then I begin to notice
That all these voices
Are the voices of those I have hurt
Except your one voice of reason
Could it be
That all the pain
Not only my own
But the pain of others
Is the reason to the voices in my head
The voices in my head
Laugh as I piece together
A puzzle to bid to understand
A puzzle not meant to be pieced together
The voices in my head
Grow louder and louder
Even as I fight with them
I realize why I write about war
Because the biggest war is with myself
As I reach for the gun
To end their eerie laughs
I know it will bring satisfaction
So I load and **** it back
Squeezing the trigger slowly
Darkness engulfs me
The voices stop
Peace I don't have
As tears roll down your cheek
Another life I have wasted along with mine
Jul 20, 2012
Jul 20, 2012 at 8:20 PM UTC
Their screams of terror
Their cries for help
Their weeps of sorrow
Their the voices in my head
They have grown so old
They have become so loud
Now they echo all day long
I just wish for them to gro silent
The voices in my head
Grow more and more reckless
That I can't even think
Of the consequences to my actions
But no matter what they say or how they say it
They love you just as mush as me
Yet you dont see the love in my eyes
And you cant hear the songs that they sing
The voices in my head
Maybe sweet and comforting
But most of the time
Their sick, demented, and twisted
They argue over whether or not I should
Put a gun to my head
And all but one agrees
For me to pull the trigger
That one voice who cares
If I pull the trigger
Is the voice of reason
It's your beautful voice
The voices in my head
Are they wrong for wanting me dead
Are they right for causing my insanity
All I know is that I can trust them
Every second of my time
I spend listening to their screams
Their cries and their weeps
I realize why they do it
The voices in my head
Echo my pain
Because they know it
And know my demons
The voices in my head
Have never seen my heart
Yet they know the truth to my lies
And the tears not in my eyes
Of all these voices
Yours is the loudest
Causing me to put this gun down
And think of a better way to end it all
The voices in my head
Tell me you the only one
I can and will ever love
And the only one I can't hurt
But I feel as if
The voices in my head
Want me to be hurt
Due to the pain I have dealt
I beg of them to stop
And let me live on my own
To die on my own terms
But they continue on
Then I begin to notice
That all these voices
Are the voices of those I have hurt
Except your one voice of reason
Could it be
That all the pain
Not only my own
But the pain of others
Is the reason to the voices in my head
The voices in my head
Laugh as I piece together
A puzzle to bid to understand
A puzzle not meant to be pieced together
The voices in my head
Grow louder and louder
Even as I fight with them
I realize why I write about war
Because the biggest war is with myself
As I reach for the gun
To end their eerie laughs
I know it will bring satisfaction
So I load and **** it back
Squeezing the trigger slowly
Darkness engulfs me
The voices stop
Peace I don't have
As tears roll down your cheek
Another life I have wasted along with mine
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