fireflies
i see you've hushed your crys
as they wizz in the night sky chirping bright.
stop now please.
dropping to my shaky knees
a jar
my hand
swiftly catching this firefly
these lies i sit with, reside.
admire the glass from outside in.
blink firefly
flicker back again
why can't you always stay lit ******
when i need your light and feel eyes tire
wanting you, flicker back quick even if you're a liar.
take it, you're lies are why im living.
what is it?
what.
tell me.
a pattern, a method, a test, a joke, a beautiful pain
, a way to tell me that i will never control this?
my knees buckle, drag on this ****** floor.
don't turn your lights off again to make me less.
sometimes you're my only escape, fine i'll admit it.
you're the only reason i can see through death, i'll admit it.
never finding meaning in strife when it's bright, never finding meaning in light when i feel like your toy.
one more dim of the firefly
break the glass between me and me.
tiredness, let's accept this in harmony
we'll breath once more before we fly away.
Dec 27, 2021
Dec 27, 2021 at 10:01 PM UTC
fireflies
i see you've hushed your crys
as they wizz in the night sky chirping bright.
stop now please.
dropping to my shaky knees
a jar
my hand
swiftly catching this firefly
these lies i sit with, reside.
admire the glass from outside in.
blink firefly
flicker back again
why can't you always stay lit ******
when i need your light and feel eyes tire
wanting you, flicker back quick even if you're a liar.
take it, you're lies are why im living.
what is it?
what.
tell me.
a pattern, a method, a test, a joke, a beautiful pain
, a way to tell me that i will never control this?
my knees buckle, drag on this ****** floor.
don't turn your lights off again to make me less.
sometimes you're my only escape, fine i'll admit it.
you're the only reason i can see through death, i'll admit it.
never finding meaning in strife when it's bright, never finding meaning in light when i feel like your toy.
one more dim of the firefly
break the glass between me and me.
tiredness, let's accept this in harmony
we'll breath once more before we fly away.
