My soul seeps through the floor boards
I pray to the lord he'll take me with a flaming sword
The chords have wrapped around my wrist and feet
My fingers bleed like mold dripping from my missing ceiling
There's not a scream left in me
Not a voice
You drown it out when you create voids
Digging past my surface planting hurtful words and poisoning purity
I took all the mirrors down
They reflect the mildew of grief
Anguish supreme
Reign of anger and hate
I mourn for what was torn out of me
I cannot write what is intangible
Unforeseen
I just want to forget what's happening
Which is why I'm done writing
I can't speak so I can't use words to truly express anything
The chords around my wrist and feet are on my throat in my mouth
Weep
Vocal chords vibrating from the shaking of cold rigid fear
Fear I find when I awake mid-night crying out for
No one and nothing... nowhere.
Jul 11, 2019
Jul 11, 2019 at 10:25 PM UTC
My soul seeps through the floor boards
I pray to the lord he'll take me with a flaming sword
The chords have wrapped around my wrist and feet
My fingers bleed like mold dripping from my missing ceiling
There's not a scream left in me
Not a voice
You drown it out when you create voids
Digging past my surface planting hurtful words and poisoning purity
I took all the mirrors down
They reflect the mildew of grief
Anguish supreme
Reign of anger and hate
I mourn for what was torn out of me
I cannot write what is intangible
Unforeseen
I just want to forget what's happening
Which is why I'm done writing
I can't speak so I can't use words to truly express anything
The chords around my wrist and feet are on my throat in my mouth
Weep
Vocal chords vibrating from the shaking of cold rigid fear
Fear I find when I awake mid-night crying out for
No one and nothing... nowhere.
Created 6.10.19