i’d bend over backwards for you
still
after all this time
you may ask me why
and i have no answer for that
absolutely none
i’ll try to explain it to you the best way i can
maybe it’s because everything you made me feel
was not replicated in any way
maybe it’s because every time i think of your smile my brain stops working for a while and my heart acts up
maybe it’s all the affection that i never felt worthy of that you graced me with
maybe, for the first time in my life i felt secure in your arms
you had me
i had you
i thought it would be forever
turns out
forever was only forever on my side
forever faded for you and there’s no blame thrown at you in any way
because people have every right to leave
change
and feel their feelings change
but mine haven’t
and i hope they do
i look at you with fondness and the greatest affection
but i hope it turns into moving on, trying to find love again
any way i can
Oct 27, 2021
Oct 27, 2021 at 4:31 PM UTC
i’d bend over backwards for you
still
after all this time
you may ask me why
and i have no answer for that
absolutely none
i’ll try to explain it to you the best way i can
maybe it’s because everything you made me feel
was not replicated in any way
maybe it’s because every time i think of your smile my brain stops working for a while and my heart acts up
maybe it’s all the affection that i never felt worthy of that you graced me with
maybe, for the first time in my life i felt secure in your arms
you had me
i had you
i thought it would be forever
turns out
forever was only forever on my side
forever faded for you and there’s no blame thrown at you in any way
because people have every right to leave
change
and feel their feelings change
but mine haven’t
and i hope they do
i look at you with fondness and the greatest affection
but i hope it turns into moving on, trying to find love again
any way i can
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