There are still nights
Where the frequency in my head
Pierces the silence,
And every face I thumb through
Looks like yours.
Your ghost breathes heavy
In this house
And you still manage to
Be the center of every conversation.
Part of me hated that about you.
There's something inside that says
Remembering the fire and the snow
Is both betrayal and therapy;
You were not,
In any sense of the word,
Perfect.
But the blood dried on your face
Once ran in your veins
And your heart beat with
How fiercely you fought
Against the world.
In retrospect, you were my
Biggest muse.
Part of me loved that about you.
Mar 10, 2020
Mar 10, 2020 at 4:07 AM UTC
There are still nights
Where the frequency in my head
Pierces the silence,
And every face I thumb through
Looks like yours.
Your ghost breathes heavy
In this house
And you still manage to
Be the center of every conversation.
Part of me hated that about you.
There's something inside that says
Remembering the fire and the snow
Is both betrayal and therapy;
You were not,
In any sense of the word,
Perfect.
But the blood dried on your face
Once ran in your veins
And your heart beat with
How fiercely you fought
Against the world.
In retrospect, you were my
Biggest muse.
Part of me loved that about you.
