My own body is abandoning me,
the flesh and blood falling out like clumps of hair.
I never wanted a second heartbeat –
already have one too many
but it came with
a full moon; my cycle in its final stage,
to purge and be young again
purge and be hollow.
He or she has whispered, vital things can leave
too, stain your thighs
red like footprints down a path. He or she found the
door easily. I whisper back, you were
a light
too bright for my house
so you set the whole thing on fire.
Ashes, singed skin
float from my crevices like a cloud –
I did not know that
some things can take up too much air before they
even need it
or that I can mourn what
I would have wanted dead anyway. It is
like everything I could
never love
just wants to remain a pink bloom on my *******
until I wish they would have stayed.
Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 3:13 PM UTC
My own body is abandoning me,
the flesh and blood falling out like clumps of hair.
I never wanted a second heartbeat –
already have one too many
but it came with
a full moon; my cycle in its final stage,
to purge and be young again
purge and be hollow.
He or she has whispered, vital things can leave
too, stain your thighs
red like footprints down a path. He or she found the
door easily. I whisper back, you were
a light
too bright for my house
so you set the whole thing on fire.
Ashes, singed skin
float from my crevices like a cloud –
I did not know that
some things can take up too much air before they
even need it
or that I can mourn what
I would have wanted dead anyway. It is
like everything I could
never love
just wants to remain a pink bloom on my *******
until I wish they would have stayed.
Sorry I haven't posted poems recently. Things have happened.
