I'm not sure how to act
I can't hear music anymore
I can't see the bright side of things
and I can't feel anyone’s touch
All I hear
is the shallow lonely beating of my heart
along with my spiraling thoughts
that never seem to shut up
All I see
is myself, being trapped alone in the corner
in my own reflection
while my eyes stare endlessly at me
All I feel
is this consuming depression inside of me
taking over my mind and my tattered and frayed heart
and some very rare, occasional giggles...which fade...
All of my senses, fade inside of me
echoing repeatedly, reminding me
all i have to love and fear
is myself.
I want to feel you like I used to
I want to hear the music that set me free
I want to see your reassuring smile
and know that everything will be alright