"Knock knock, can I come in?" "Yes sure, you can"
why do you guys act like all of you don't dislike me but allow me to join you? i'm so confused. Am I making a fool of myself here? Am I a clown to all of you because you guys keep treating me like this?
I feel like I can never rank high in your list of good friends. why do I keep trying so hard. it would never help. it won't ever work.
why do I keep spending time with you in hopes to get closer to you like how close we were before?
why am I making myself unhappy at the end of the day? I felt like I would've have cried at that moment. asking a friend you've got to know through me whether that friend wanted a friendship band but not asking me.
how about me? have you forgotten about me? feeling so many hurt that I couldn't even breathe properly. the pain is indescrible. almost like so many thorns on a rose piercing right through our heart. you can't stop the pain.
so tell me, is this friendship ever worth it? will it ever be?
Jul 26, 2015
Jul 26, 2015 at 7:23 AM UTC
"Knock knock, can I come in?" "Yes sure, you can"
why do you guys act like all of you don't dislike me but allow me to join you? i'm so confused. Am I making a fool of myself here? Am I a clown to all of you because you guys keep treating me like this?
I feel like I can never rank high in your list of good friends. why do I keep trying so hard. it would never help. it won't ever work.
why do I keep spending time with you in hopes to get closer to you like how close we were before?
why am I making myself unhappy at the end of the day? I felt like I would've have cried at that moment. asking a friend you've got to know through me whether that friend wanted a friendship band but not asking me.
how about me? have you forgotten about me? feeling so many hurt that I couldn't even breathe properly. the pain is indescrible. almost like so many thorns on a rose piercing right through our heart. you can't stop the pain.
so tell me, is this friendship ever worth it? will it ever be?
why am I always letting people to hurt me. why do I value friendships so much.
