It's a feeling of pain
It's a cry from your body
Weeping of the heart
Death to your mind
I could stop it but we both know I won't
I'm itching, only to make me bleed
I'll stab and scrape to feel the pain
But I can't stop crying to get it away
and you'll look at me with those misdirected, loving eyes
I close mine
to feel everything hurt;
don't worry, it's okay, I want to
And when the water thrives know you've done me well with what I wanted
I needed to push the tears out
the only way is to shove me
down an endless stairwell and
**** your nails into my bleeding bruises
Laugh at me
And kiss me
Hit me to hurt me
I love you
Eat my stomach because I am a glutton
Let my dry throat swell, I needn't breath
Smile, watch me die
let me be the one to cry
it's okay, I love you