I inherited my eyes from my mother.
They’re dark,
heavy with what never arrived,
wrapped in thick ropes of fear,
suffocated by narrow borders—
still, there’s a flicker of light.
Like hers,
I drown in my own survival,
every night closing
with the hope
that something beautiful could happen,
only to open
to uncertain mornings.
Anger, untamed,
waits beneath my words.
Still, I stay soft in cruel times,
sharing my heart
with those who couldn’t hold it.
How I wish I could see the world
through my father’s eyes—
his hazel ones...
I tried to see it his way.
But my eyes were fixed on a single point—
the cigarette packet
and the ashtray on the table.
Then the smoke filled my vision,
clouding my anxious mind.
I couldn’t speak.
And I thought:
“It’s better to leave some things unsaid
than to be right,
if every word we speak
unravels a fragile home,
leaving a scar.”
I inherited my tears from both sides.
You can mix brown and hazel
and still get white—
colorless drops
that keep me warm
and remind me I’m still alive.
Apr 17
Apr 17, 2026 at 1:23 PM UTC
I inherited my eyes from my mother.
They’re dark,
heavy with what never arrived,
wrapped in thick ropes of fear,
suffocated by narrow borders—
still, there’s a flicker of light.
Like hers,
I drown in my own survival,
every night closing
with the hope
that something beautiful could happen,
only to open
to uncertain mornings.
Anger, untamed,
waits beneath my words.
Still, I stay soft in cruel times,
sharing my heart
with those who couldn’t hold it.
How I wish I could see the world
through my father’s eyes—
his hazel ones...
I tried to see it his way.
But my eyes were fixed on a single point—
the cigarette packet
and the ashtray on the table.
Then the smoke filled my vision,
clouding my anxious mind.
I couldn’t speak.
And I thought:
“It’s better to leave some things unsaid
than to be right,
if every word we speak
unravels a fragile home,
leaving a scar.”
I inherited my tears from both sides.
You can mix brown and hazel
and still get white—
colorless drops
that keep me warm
and remind me I’m still alive.
