He stood there...
In shock..
Starring .....
crying . ....
He hasn’t looked away
Since the second he walked in..
while high on the acid
he was gonna do
with ....his best friend
The Same friend he now saw
Lying dead on the floor.
Laying limp against a wall,
That looked Like it was a canvas
For very beautiful and dark abstract art
.....painted with blood
they loved having deep Acid induced conversations
which he was looking forward to
But ...
before he could surprise her wit it,
He found her....Lisa.
Lisa.,
Who’s head now.....
Was mostly on the walls & floor
In fragments
Left reflecting imagery of horror
but ..
somehow ..
still ...
it was beautiful
hard to explain...
or maybe it was the acid ...
or... maybe It was beautiful....
and as the coroner and police arrive
still ...
his eyes Stay glued to the wall
Hypnotized by the blood stained
with pinks
Purples and reds.
chunks of her cranium spread,
Leaving subtle
traces of a peace of mind ....
that’s not a piece of mind.
thats when Lisa’s mother
Slowly Walks over....
crying uncontrollably
still in shock
She asks:
“are you ok?
“Let’s go....come on...”
and though she said this to him....
Her body language ......
Like his.....
indicated ......
that she could not walk away
and now she also stares ......
he says ...
“I’m a bit in shock I think .....
I can’t help feel guilt....
feeling maybe ...
I could have done .....more
She was my best friend...”
and as he says this
his cries finally Burst out
but .... still
he hasn’t talkin his eyes off the wall
her mom replied
“ she loved you so much ...”
and still ...
tbey stare.
both crying.
Then he says :
“Do you think ammonia will be Used
to clean this wall up??”
her mom was Puzzled by the question
and replied:
“I’m ... not sure ....why?”
he says
“Because ...
I think this will sound crazy ...
but...
the way her blood ,
And splattered....
It’s.....
it’s beautiful.....
And this caused them both
to cry even harder...
but also.....
breaking a smile for a split Second
as they both knew the comment ...
was obscure and out of place ....
But as they both still stare ...
Hypnotized by the wall.....
they both knew it Was said genuinely....
Then he says ....
“I really wish she could see this ...”
Her mom even more perplexed now
says:
“Why?”
still,
Not looking away
he says:
...because ...
she always said .....
she felt ugly ...
actually,
she said She was ugly ....
Her mom says :
...I know ...
the kids were relentless
when it came to teasing her
it got worse as a teen in school
I think ....
she heard it so much ....
That she believed it...
that’s why she’d always say it...
She would call herself ugly
more than her bullies did ...
He says :
“ I know ...
she said it so much to me
That after a while
I’d get sick of hearing it ...
And often told her it annoyed me
Her mom says ....
“ I know ...
I’d always tell her
true beauty
is when you’re beautiful on the inside...
That’s what is important....
( both Still starring)
he says :
“....ya...ironic isn’t it .....”
Her mom:
“What is?”
He says :
....that she wasn’t ugly at all
her beauty was like .....
Like ...
The Mona Lisa....
Off putting.....
esoteric....
but ....
beautiful...
and when this wall gets cleaned ...
it’ll be ...ammonia Lisa ...
she be exactly what she thought she wasn’t ....
beautiful.
Beautiful as art.....
Just like the “Mona Lisa”..
Ammonia lisa.
Like a painting so beautiful
Even her insides that should be
Hard to look at ....
are left like a symbolic piece of art
Leaving her to be what she never
felt she was ....Beautiful....
like A Mona Lisa.....
ammonia Lisa ...
even harder now....they cried together....
almost wanting to laugh ....
still starring ....
starring at the beauty
that was painted in horror and pain..
like the most beautiful tragic art...
......Ammonia Lisa ....
Jul 14, 2019
Jul 14, 2019 at 2:34 PM UTC
He stood there...
In shock..
Starring .....
crying . ....
He hasn’t looked away
Since the second he walked in..
while high on the acid
he was gonna do
with ....his best friend
The Same friend he now saw
Lying dead on the floor.
Laying limp against a wall,
That looked Like it was a canvas
For very beautiful and dark abstract art
.....painted with blood
they loved having deep Acid induced conversations
which he was looking forward to
But ...
before he could surprise her wit it,
He found her....Lisa.
Lisa.,
Who’s head now.....
Was mostly on the walls & floor
In fragments
Left reflecting imagery of horror
but ..
somehow ..
still ...
it was beautiful
hard to explain...
or maybe it was the acid ...
or... maybe It was beautiful....
and as the coroner and police arrive
still ...
his eyes Stay glued to the wall
Hypnotized by the blood stained
with pinks
Purples and reds.
chunks of her cranium spread,
Leaving subtle
traces of a peace of mind ....
that’s not a piece of mind.
thats when Lisa’s mother
Slowly Walks over....
crying uncontrollably
still in shock
She asks:
“are you ok?
“Let’s go....come on...”
and though she said this to him....
Her body language ......
Like his.....
indicated ......
that she could not walk away
and now she also stares ......
he says ...
“I’m a bit in shock I think .....
I can’t help feel guilt....
feeling maybe ...
I could have done .....more
She was my best friend...”
and as he says this
his cries finally Burst out
but .... still
he hasn’t talkin his eyes off the wall
her mom replied
“ she loved you so much ...”
and still ...
tbey stare.
both crying.
Then he says :
“Do you think ammonia will be Used
to clean this wall up??”
her mom was Puzzled by the question
and replied:
“I’m ... not sure ....why?”
he says
“Because ...
I think this will sound crazy ...
but...
the way her blood ,
And splattered....
It’s.....
it’s beautiful.....
And this caused them both
to cry even harder...
but also.....
breaking a smile for a split Second
as they both knew the comment ...
was obscure and out of place ....
But as they both still stare ...
Hypnotized by the wall.....
they both knew it Was said genuinely....
Then he says ....
“I really wish she could see this ...”
Her mom even more perplexed now
says:
“Why?”
still,
Not looking away
he says:
...because ...
she always said .....
she felt ugly ...
actually,
she said She was ugly ....
Her mom says :
...I know ...
the kids were relentless
when it came to teasing her
it got worse as a teen in school
I think ....
she heard it so much ....
That she believed it...
that’s why she’d always say it...
She would call herself ugly
more than her bullies did ...
He says :
“ I know ...
she said it so much to me
That after a while
I’d get sick of hearing it ...
And often told her it annoyed me
Her mom says ....
“ I know ...
I’d always tell her
true beauty
is when you’re beautiful on the inside...
That’s what is important....
( both Still starring)
he says :
“....ya...ironic isn’t it .....”
Her mom:
“What is?”
He says :
....that she wasn’t ugly at all
her beauty was like .....
Like ...
The Mona Lisa....
Off putting.....
esoteric....
but ....
beautiful...
and when this wall gets cleaned ...
it’ll be ...ammonia Lisa ...
she be exactly what she thought she wasn’t ....
beautiful.
Beautiful as art.....
Just like the “Mona Lisa”..
Ammonia lisa.
Like a painting so beautiful
Even her insides that should be
Hard to look at ....
are left like a symbolic piece of art
Leaving her to be what she never
felt she was ....Beautiful....
like A Mona Lisa.....
ammonia Lisa ...
even harder now....they cried together....
almost wanting to laugh ....
still starring ....
starring at the beauty
that was painted in horror and pain..
like the most beautiful tragic art...
......Ammonia Lisa ....
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