That night, I could not get any sleep
I think he slept like a baby
That day my tears carved a hole under my eyes
I looked the way I felt
trying to go on with a day I didn’t want to be living
He took his jacket and my heart with him.
I tried to get my mind off it
Everyone told me to surround myself with people I loved
That day, there was nothing I wanted more than to have him next to me
That day I didn’t believe it would be better
That day I did not believe that anyone loved me
Watery eyes, blurred vision
I didn’t want anything
Food felt like an obligation
That day I did not have to fake a smile
I wasn’t expected to
I was held close by the people I love and the ones who love me
I realize that today
Apr 29, 2019
Apr 29, 2019 at 9:14 PM UTC
That night, I could not get any sleep
I think he slept like a baby
That day my tears carved a hole under my eyes
I looked the way I felt
trying to go on with a day I didn’t want to be living
He took his jacket and my heart with him.
I tried to get my mind off it
Everyone told me to surround myself with people I loved
That day, there was nothing I wanted more than to have him next to me
That day I didn’t believe it would be better
That day I did not believe that anyone loved me
Watery eyes, blurred vision
I didn’t want anything
Food felt like an obligation
That day I did not have to fake a smile
I wasn’t expected to
I was held close by the people I love and the ones who love me
I realize that today
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