Without you,
I have to face myself,
spend time
alone
with myself.
I don’t let my head
fill with visions of us
making love.
I don’t let my mind
wander to a porch
where we
drink wine,
smoke American Spirits,
make music.
I don’t daydream
about our future condo—
your music room which showcases your guitars
your records
or my study which overlooks the herb garden
smells of old, coffee-stained books.
I
sit down with my past and future
drink expensive draft beer,
have political discussions.
Except I am terrifying.
My face is half ripped off
and I reek of decaying flesh
Nov 15, 2012
Nov 15, 2012 at 7:29 PM UTC
Without you,
I have to face myself,
spend time
alone
with myself.
I don’t let my head
fill with visions of us
making love.
I don’t let my mind
wander to a porch
where we
drink wine,
smoke American Spirits,
make music.
I don’t daydream
about our future condo—
your music room which showcases your guitars
your records
or my study which overlooks the herb garden
smells of old, coffee-stained books.
I
sit down with my past and future
drink expensive draft beer,
have political discussions.
Except I am terrifying.
My face is half ripped off
and I reek of decaying flesh
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