Lover of mine,
Of everyone
You were like a spider
&
I was caught in your web.
Not tight enough to be devoured
But
You hurt me
As I birthed our sun
I found my heart burning
Tear ducts filling with every massage
No longer pouring
But once they were waterfalls
I remember rainy days
& reasonate them with
The transitions
Of positions
As we laid in the bed we made
& made love
& made Malcolm
I remember the rainy days
As it rains today
& wish I could have you this lifetime
I dreamt of your demise
At my hand
I dreamt of your infidelity
Priorly I asked The Most High
Show me something.
And she did.
She told me I don't love you,
You love me.
I woke up bewildered
After cutting the slutty gyal to cheese
Unhealthy.
I don't expect many to understand,
For I still ponder on the messages relayed to me
By the great wise ancestors
I had let you go
I had to let you go
You'd have killed my spirit had I not cut our ties
All my friends & all my family
Had to keep reminding me why
You put spells on me with your rod
You fed me bloodied spaghetti & stories
Figured I'd forget...
But I didn't
& I know your knowledgeable about
The spirits
Trying to play voodoo ****
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 11:28 PM UTC
Lover of mine,
Of everyone
You were like a spider
&
I was caught in your web.
Not tight enough to be devoured
But
You hurt me
As I birthed our sun
I found my heart burning
Tear ducts filling with every massage
No longer pouring
But once they were waterfalls
I remember rainy days
& reasonate them with
The transitions
Of positions
As we laid in the bed we made
& made love
& made Malcolm
I remember the rainy days
As it rains today
& wish I could have you this lifetime
I dreamt of your demise
At my hand
I dreamt of your infidelity
Priorly I asked The Most High
Show me something.
And she did.
She told me I don't love you,
You love me.
I woke up bewildered
After cutting the slutty gyal to cheese
Unhealthy.
I don't expect many to understand,
For I still ponder on the messages relayed to me
By the great wise ancestors
I had let you go
I had to let you go
You'd have killed my spirit had I not cut our ties
All my friends & all my family
Had to keep reminding me why
You put spells on me with your rod
You fed me bloodied spaghetti & stories
Figured I'd forget...
But I didn't
& I know your knowledgeable about
The spirits
Trying to play voodoo ****
Maybe next lifetime...
