Memories play back in my head
Life without you is what I dread
Your smile is imprinted in my mind
I can hear your laugh it's one of a kind
We'd been friends since elementary school
And I always followed you around, playing your fool
I'd hoped we would be friends forever
We always had the best time when we were together
But that all ended the day I found out;
I couldn't do anything but scream and shout
I was angry at you and I didnt understand how
someone could be so selfish, but I do now
The pain you must have suffered is unmeasurable
And everything left that was once pleasurable
You ended your life, what was I to do?
I didn't know what you were going through
I blame myself for not being there
But that doesn't mean that I didn't care
Memories play back in my head
Life without you is what I dread