After so many sleepless
Nights and days
I've finally had a moment of silence.
A moment when I did not feel
I had no thoughts or pain.
I didn't think about you.
I was so tired
Everything around me was dead.
It was such a bliss.
But my body is collapsing
And I begin to wander
Will my feelings for you
Die first or me?
Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 10:23 AM UTC
After so many sleepless
Nights and days
I've finally had a moment of silence.
A moment when I did not feel
I had no thoughts or pain.
I didn't think about you.
I was so tired
Everything around me was dead.
It was such a bliss.
But my body is collapsing
And I begin to wander
Will my feelings for you
Die first or me?
After weeks of dozing off two or three times a day for less than an hour, lots of caffeine, drugs, mental and physical exhaustion, last night I've finally had a moment of silence, everything around me stopped, the pain and my thoughts were no longer there.