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im so scared of the thought of you that i sit on the floor knees burning next to the toilet so whenever you come across in a flash in my head i don’t hold it in i want to throw up every last thing you did to me make me forget not the part of you hurting me not your hands gripping my throat, tongue shoved so deep i could barely breath not your hand on my chest and in between my legs but the good i saw in you the way you let me feel like i deserved the warm feelings you brought. here it goes again the last meal i ate threatens my esophagus time taken out of your day to listen to my anxious feelings. im brushing my teeth again introduced you to my safe place with out fear because i had grown so much trust in you. i’ve rearranged my room and ordered new sheets because washing my sheets every time i remember isnt ethical i told you the things that happened that made me so scared to do things. you listened and you said you understood but understanding wasn’t what you were what you felt what you meant because if you understood i wouldn’t be sitting here gulping down the regret that you are
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Apr 1, 2021
Apr 1, 2021 at 12:55 AM UTC
forget me not
im so scared of the thought of you that i sit on the floor knees burning next to the toilet so whenever you come across in a flash in my head i don’t hold it in i want to throw up every last thing you did to me make me forget not the part of you hurting me not your hands gripping my throat, tongue shoved so deep i could barely breath not your hand on my chest and in between my legs but the good i saw in you the way you let me feel like i deserved the warm feelings you brought. here it goes again the last meal i ate threatens my esophagus time taken out of your day to listen to my anxious feelings. im brushing my teeth again introduced you to my safe place with out fear because i had grown so much trust in you. i’ve rearranged my room and ordered new sheets because washing my sheets every time i remember isnt ethical i told you the things that happened that made me so scared to do things. you listened and you said you understood but understanding wasn’t what you were what you felt what you meant because if you understood i wouldn’t be sitting here gulping down the regret that you are
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mieow
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mieow
17/Non-binary
Apr 1, 2021
Apr 1, 2021 at 12:55 AM UTC
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