going home from his place,
yet my mind isn’t calm
and my heart doesn’t feel safe.
how can i touch him
when all i crave is your touch?
how can i show affection
when it feels like betrayal?
my heart doesn’t want
to get out of your cage,
even when you opened the door
to set it free.
i can’t let go
of the love i felt from you.
how much longer can i try
to feel love from this guy?
months have passed,
yet it feels like yesterday —
us two in the seats of your car,
with a promise of meeting again
we both knew you weren’t going to keep.
you’re not here.
he is holding me warm,
yet i keep reaching for you,
but he’s all i grab onto.
Jan 20
Jan 20, 2026 at 3:15 PM UTC
going home from his place,
yet my mind isn’t calm
and my heart doesn’t feel safe.
how can i touch him
when all i crave is your touch?
how can i show affection
when it feels like betrayal?
my heart doesn’t want
to get out of your cage,
even when you opened the door
to set it free.
i can’t let go
of the love i felt from you.
how much longer can i try
to feel love from this guy?
months have passed,
yet it feels like yesterday —
us two in the seats of your car,
with a promise of meeting again
we both knew you weren’t going to keep.
you’re not here.
he is holding me warm,
yet i keep reaching for you,
but he’s all i grab onto.
