I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself head to toe in super **** scars
'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a ****
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest
I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best
I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place
I wanna slash across what used to be my face
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a ****
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie
I guess we all just fake it 'til we die
Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
But it's harder when you have to love yourself
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a ****
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve-
Mar 11
Mar 11, 2026 at 10:05 PM UTC
I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself head to toe in super **** scars
'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a ****
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest
I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best
I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place
I wanna slash across what used to be my face
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a ****
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie
I guess we all just fake it 'til we die
Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
But it's harder when you have to love yourself
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a ****
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve-
This song just hits different when you understand it.
(Written by Sushi Soucy)
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