Parkland: Oh My divine, We Wrestle Over What is Yours
and what is mine
***it took days for the after- shock and awe to arrive;
the bizarre tempo reversal, myself, out of order,
is my shame, after the mind’s pretense ennui of “yet another,”
had to slow seep away beneath the
firewall cutting off the pain of my the true self
and the I, of ordinary
how else, to keep the madness away?
it’s disguised in a well tended secured lockbox
chamber labeled, I, all about me,
deep hid in the rear, not too near the true self,
must keep the unseeing functioning, functioning
but bus-ted poet is triggered and the weep welling
in the eyes commencing that makes writing on a cell
on a moving vehicle an annoying frosting
on what is an inconsolable hell
everyone stares unawares that the shock,
is without awe, and the only awe is in awful awful awful awful
we sit at the Friday eve sabbath table to begin our negotiation;
but there is no negotiating though the excuses and the divine’s stumbling, flailing failings are pre-prepared,
we know this battle too well and the outcome as well,
it is mine true self’s to win, have me not
words and stanzas and music suffice
to convict the lord of the hosts, adonai
take all your seventy names in vain to crush the vanity of
omnipotence for your godliness degrades and your instant access to where the good in me resides is cutoff;
under My Contacts
you have been***
blocked
we shall meet as always on the Day of Atonement
but this year no repentance to be granted, the pardons shared
with my kind only, none left for the lonely gone-gods,
no longer seek yours for me, there are 17 extra to be given out***
the left foot and the falsehoods join in the denunciation,
though some suggest reprieve and only reproach
for isn’t atonement possible for even gods? No. not,
for a god who got human kindness installed in all his devices
but then never opened the app
my name was
onlylovepoetry;
but for now, till the culling of the agonies is done,
till the hollows are refilled and the curses fully final expended,
till the sudden eye tearing ceases to render me torn, messed,
you may call me nothing but this:
onlyreproachpoetry
should you come calling
there will be no beseeching,
just the stoic bearing witness of my silence,
my finger-pointing judgement,
and my angels presence
“May the angel Michael be at my right,
and the angel Gabriel be at my left;
and in front of me the angel Uriel,
and behind me the angel Raphael...”
and above me seventeen new protectors
whose names my true self will now memorize,
for now they are mine
~<•>~
2/16/18 4:34pm ~ 2/17/18 3:34am
Feb 17, 2018
Feb 17, 2018 at 8:43 AM UTC
Parkland: Oh My divine, We Wrestle Over What is Yours
and what is mine
***it took days for the after- shock and awe to arrive;
the bizarre tempo reversal, myself, out of order,
is my shame, after the mind’s pretense ennui of “yet another,”
had to slow seep away beneath the
firewall cutting off the pain of my the true self
and the I, of ordinary
how else, to keep the madness away?
it’s disguised in a well tended secured lockbox
chamber labeled, I, all about me,
deep hid in the rear, not too near the true self,
must keep the unseeing functioning, functioning
but bus-ted poet is triggered and the weep welling
in the eyes commencing that makes writing on a cell
on a moving vehicle an annoying frosting
on what is an inconsolable hell
everyone stares unawares that the shock,
is without awe, and the only awe is in awful awful awful awful
we sit at the Friday eve sabbath table to begin our negotiation;
but there is no negotiating though the excuses and the divine’s stumbling, flailing failings are pre-prepared,
we know this battle too well and the outcome as well,
it is mine true self’s to win, have me not
words and stanzas and music suffice
to convict the lord of the hosts, adonai
take all your seventy names in vain to crush the vanity of
omnipotence for your godliness degrades and your instant access to where the good in me resides is cutoff;
under My Contacts
you have been***
blocked
we shall meet as always on the Day of Atonement
but this year no repentance to be granted, the pardons shared
with my kind only, none left for the lonely gone-gods,
no longer seek yours for me, there are 17 extra to be given out***
the left foot and the falsehoods join in the denunciation,
though some suggest reprieve and only reproach
for isn’t atonement possible for even gods? No. not,
for a god who got human kindness installed in all his devices
but then never opened the app
my name was
onlylovepoetry;
but for now, till the culling of the agonies is done,
till the hollows are refilled and the curses fully final expended,
till the sudden eye tearing ceases to render me torn, messed,
you may call me nothing but this:
onlyreproachpoetry
should you come calling
there will be no beseeching,
just the stoic bearing witness of my silence,
my finger-pointing judgement,
and my angels presence
“May the angel Michael be at my right,
and the angel Gabriel be at my left;
and in front of me the angel Uriel,
and behind me the angel Raphael...”
and above me seventeen new protectors
whose names my true self will now memorize,
for now they are mine
~<•>~
2/16/18 4:34pm ~ 2/17/18 3:34am
no mas
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/2083675/barcelona-the-first-derivative-finlandia-disguising-god/
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/1966015/memo-to-gods-manchester-commencement/
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/1716159/love-confusion-in-munich-this-poet-this-jew-this-could-be-shylock/
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/1704071/there-will-be-no-love-poetry-today-part-i-of-the-no-love-poetry-trilogy/
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/1709824/and-yet-love-poetry-now-more-than-ever-part-ii-of-the-no-love-poetry-trilogy/
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/1710842/the-god-of-love-came-to-me-this-morning-and-asked-for-a-poem-part-iii-of-the-no-love-poetry-trilogy/
