you were the albatross
it was your hands versus mine,
it was your word versus mine,
it was us versus the world,
and it was like that,
always and forever,
_forever and always_
you swore
like a sailor and i swore
you were the most wonderful thing
i had ever laid eyes on,
and maybe the most confusing too
you could have called me,
told me we were
leaving,
and you know better than anyone
that i would have
thrown my whole life
into a suitcase and run
away with you
things are different now,
though, and it seems like
you’re ready to
leave,
but it’s the kind of leaving that’s
going to happen without me, without us,
without telling me
it has never, ever, ever been
my place to stop you
you aren’t much one for mercy,
and i should’ve known from the second
i met you. i learned
a lot that day, all of it about you;
i learned that your heart
beats differently
for me than for every
other person
on the planet,
and i found out that different
is not always good
with you.
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 12:47 AM UTC
you were the albatross
it was your hands versus mine,
it was your word versus mine,
it was us versus the world,
and it was like that,
always and forever,
_forever and always_
you swore
like a sailor and i swore
you were the most wonderful thing
i had ever laid eyes on,
and maybe the most confusing too
you could have called me,
told me we were
leaving,
and you know better than anyone
that i would have
thrown my whole life
into a suitcase and run
away with you
things are different now,
though, and it seems like
you’re ready to
leave,
but it’s the kind of leaving that’s
going to happen without me, without us,
without telling me
it has never, ever, ever been
my place to stop you
you aren’t much one for mercy,
and i should’ve known from the second
i met you. i learned
a lot that day, all of it about you;
i learned that your heart
beats differently
for me than for every
other person
on the planet,
and i found out that different
is not always good
with you.
freshman year, fourth-period physics, or, when and where i met the girl who would tear me apart three times over