i have a warped vision of love.
my heart is too heavy
to carry
inside my chest
and so i break bits off
as i would pieces of a
sugar cookie to share
with those who might
appreciate it.
i get lost inside myself, the marrow
that twist through my bones, the
vessels that
redden my cheeks.
i’m slick with guilt over
the things i can’t control
and today’s tears
feel like falling back in time
because their explanation is ugly
and therefore doesn’t exist.
(i hope it’s true
that linear time
is just
an illusion.)
feeling whole
was never something
i could keep a grip on.
(i can’t help it.)
Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 9:46 PM UTC
i have a warped vision of love.
my heart is too heavy
to carry
inside my chest
and so i break bits off
as i would pieces of a
sugar cookie to share
with those who might
appreciate it.
i get lost inside myself, the marrow
that twist through my bones, the
vessels that
redden my cheeks.
i’m slick with guilt over
the things i can’t control
and today’s tears
feel like falling back in time
because their explanation is ugly
and therefore doesn’t exist.
(i hope it’s true
that linear time
is just
an illusion.)
feeling whole
was never something
i could keep a grip on.
(i can’t help it.)