Okay so,
I told myself
I'd write a poem
Or something
About this because
Writing always helps
Right?
So here goes:
You came to me
In a dream last night
(Again. God, please just leave me alone)
And asked me if
I thought of you
Often.
And I tilted my head
And smiled some
Crippled cracked grin
And my chest filled up
With warm water
And I was drowning
From the inside out
As I burbled and sputtered
Through the choking waves:
"There has not
Been a day where
I have not
Thought of you
Since we met."
And I *******
Hate myself
Because I stumbled
Over my words
I was sure would
Spill out poetic,
Or at least better
Sounding than that,
And I wanted to
Impress you someway
Somehow
Even though the last time
I saw you
You told me you couldn't believe
You fell for my stupid poetry
The first time around,
And I *******
Hate myself
Because now
My dreams are speaking
More truth
Than I can willingly
Admit to awake.
Jun 6, 2018
Jun 6, 2018 at 3:27 PM UTC
Okay so,
I told myself
I'd write a poem
Or something
About this because
Writing always helps
Right?
So here goes:
You came to me
In a dream last night
(Again. God, please just leave me alone)
And asked me if
I thought of you
Often.
And I tilted my head
And smiled some
Crippled cracked grin
And my chest filled up
With warm water
And I was drowning
From the inside out
As I burbled and sputtered
Through the choking waves:
"There has not
Been a day where
I have not
Thought of you
Since we met."
And I *******
Hate myself
Because I stumbled
Over my words
I was sure would
Spill out poetic,
Or at least better
Sounding than that,
And I wanted to
Impress you someway
Somehow
Even though the last time
I saw you
You told me you couldn't believe
You fell for my stupid poetry
The first time around,
And I *******
Hate myself
Because now
My dreams are speaking
More truth
Than I can willingly
Admit to awake.
