For the first time in a decade
I felt seen
I felt held
His warmth takes my darkest thoughts away.
He held me close as i try to get away
I want to stay
But i just felt too much of a betray
I got overwhelmed and scared
Not because i dont want to
But because again i'm scared
His warmth made me hang on a little bit longer than i desired
Is it only because i felt admired?
Or maybe because its been slong time since i wanted life to be a desire
Is this temporary?
Would this go down in flames
Would this fade away?
All i see are traitors on the way.
Forgive me if i pull away
Forgive me if i don't stay
I want to be with u and be held again maybe a little longer this time.
Maybe consider it as a goodbye for the last time?
I promise i wasnt born like this
I was built brick by brick to survive like this
Guarded like a vault
I promise its not my fault.
If i let my guard down would u vow to stay?
I promise u this time i won't hide my emotions i'll display.
i want u to fulfill this condition
never i to be abandoned
nor to be left stranded
This is my last trial
And if if it backfires
I will finally let go as i desire
-Not A Poet-Just Struggling
Jun 25, 2025
Jun 25, 2025 at 7:15 PM UTC
For the first time in a decade
I felt seen
I felt held
His warmth takes my darkest thoughts away.
He held me close as i try to get away
I want to stay
But i just felt too much of a betray
I got overwhelmed and scared
Not because i dont want to
But because again i'm scared
His warmth made me hang on a little bit longer than i desired
Is it only because i felt admired?
Or maybe because its been slong time since i wanted life to be a desire
Is this temporary?
Would this go down in flames
Would this fade away?
All i see are traitors on the way.
Forgive me if i pull away
Forgive me if i don't stay
I want to be with u and be held again maybe a little longer this time.
Maybe consider it as a goodbye for the last time?
I promise i wasnt born like this
I was built brick by brick to survive like this
Guarded like a vault
I promise its not my fault.
If i let my guard down would u vow to stay?
I promise u this time i won't hide my emotions i'll display.
i want u to fulfill this condition
never i to be abandoned
nor to be left stranded
This is my last trial
And if if it backfires
I will finally let go as i desire
-Not A Poet-Just Struggling