sinking through my shadow
down the oubliette
of my retraction
drunk upon
nepenthe: contempt
of insurmountable distraction
i can siphon
all this blood
into a staining chalice
down again
another round
and hope to
drown again
within the sounds
of screaming
stifled under skin
claws maw
ravenously
the inner walls
of a carapace
too far gone
in its accretion
to spare
the raving calls
the solitary
somber narcissist
of slow and painful
suffocation
eloquence
an incomplete attempt
to justify,
to anthropromorphize
and endeavor
i shall, forever
to cauterize this soul
but its far too cold
to build a fire
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 10:46 PM UTC
sinking through my shadow
down the oubliette
of my retraction
drunk upon
nepenthe: contempt
of insurmountable distraction
i can siphon
all this blood
into a staining chalice
down again
another round
and hope to
drown again
within the sounds
of screaming
stifled under skin
claws maw
ravenously
the inner walls
of a carapace
too far gone
in its accretion
to spare
the raving calls
the solitary
somber narcissist
of slow and painful
suffocation
eloquence
an incomplete attempt
to justify,
to anthropromorphize
and endeavor
i shall, forever
to cauterize this soul
but its far too cold
to build a fire
