beginnings are ideally beautiful
but we didn't have one
so i carried it with me
letting it crawl on my veins
my heart and in my brain
while he holds my burning hand
kisses my burning cheeks
and carrying my white bones
he stayed, when i left him
over and over
he tried when i gave up
over and over
still i thought,
that maybe
he does not love me at all
until i recognized
my silly brain
my silly thoughts
and silly fears
he does love me
but my brain
created the catastrophes
and embellished
the tremblings
in my heart
but he was there
holding me tightly
calming the storms
in my deadly brain
whispering
that he will stay
why should i leave
this boy who tried
over a battle my brain created
and a problem
i never solved
until i told my silly brain
to start a new beginning
with the boy
who tried again
because true love belongs
to those who never failed
to try again
and again
and again
Apr 18, 2019
Apr 18, 2019 at 9:58 AM UTC
beginnings are ideally beautiful
but we didn't have one
so i carried it with me
letting it crawl on my veins
my heart and in my brain
while he holds my burning hand
kisses my burning cheeks
and carrying my white bones
he stayed, when i left him
over and over
he tried when i gave up
over and over
still i thought,
that maybe
he does not love me at all
until i recognized
my silly brain
my silly thoughts
and silly fears
he does love me
but my brain
created the catastrophes
and embellished
the tremblings
in my heart
but he was there
holding me tightly
calming the storms
in my deadly brain
whispering
that he will stay
why should i leave
this boy who tried
over a battle my brain created
and a problem
i never solved
until i told my silly brain
to start a new beginning
with the boy
who tried again
because true love belongs
to those who never failed
to try again
and again
and again
he loves me very much and i do, too.
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