Two weeks [redacted] you.
I think I said that out of anger-
but I don’t think you could blame me-
or maybe you do-
because I know now how it feels-
to have spent two weeks [redacted] you.
I can’t even say the words because
I don’t want anyone to judge me-
rather that’s the last thing I need-
as while I was [redacted] you I wasn’t
[redacted] myself.
I was mean.
I was harsh.
If that’s what [redacted] you was-
then well, maybe I’m better off.
I did [redacted] you. I think I have for a while-
and people say that to [redacted] someone else you have to [redacted]
yourself but that’s not true because I hated myself when I [redacted]
you.
I thought everything I did was wrong-
I said this-
I did that-
did you think I meant that-
and even if you understood what you think I said-
could you tell that I [redacted] the idea of being with you like that?
Why can’t I [redacted] the idea of [redacted] myself the way that I so
desperately wanted to [redacted] you
Oct 3, 2019
Oct 3, 2019 at 9:39 PM UTC
Two weeks [redacted] you.
I think I said that out of anger-
but I don’t think you could blame me-
or maybe you do-
because I know now how it feels-
to have spent two weeks [redacted] you.
I can’t even say the words because
I don’t want anyone to judge me-
rather that’s the last thing I need-
as while I was [redacted] you I wasn’t
[redacted] myself.
I was mean.
I was harsh.
If that’s what [redacted] you was-
then well, maybe I’m better off.
I did [redacted] you. I think I have for a while-
and people say that to [redacted] someone else you have to [redacted]
yourself but that’s not true because I hated myself when I [redacted]
you.
I thought everything I did was wrong-
I said this-
I did that-
did you think I meant that-
and even if you understood what you think I said-
could you tell that I [redacted] the idea of being with you like that?
Why can’t I [redacted] the idea of [redacted] myself the way that I so
desperately wanted to [redacted] you
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