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When I heard his voice Crack on the phone I knew I knew by the burning in My chest, the tingling in My fingers numbing How your whole world Can change in one phone Call how was I supposed to Know I had to fight The appeal was the ease maybe I was naive to think you could Be everything I wanted And also never leave me My therapist told me today I have abandonment issues So why do you think I begged What else can I do when everyone Else leaves me to not expect You would too You scared me, yeah But more than that I had flashbacks To days where the only thing I Could say was screaming into A yellow pillow I skipped a class this morning to Hide my swollen eyes I don’t know if they are staring But it sure feels like it There is no better word than P a n i c I felt my entire rib ate detatch From me, it float around my body Scraping my skin from the inside My bitten fingernails can’t Scratch my skin but if they Could I would be just muscle and Blood vessel You don’t know how much you Need someone until they want To walk away Please I said Please don’t leave me Everyone leaves me You promised You wouldn’t be the one who hurt me You promised Please don’t give up Don’t give up on me please Why can’t you say you love me I love you I don’t want to lose you Please Please Baby please I love you Do you still love me? Why aren’t you saying anything
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Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 8:07 PM UTC
Beg
When I heard his voice Crack on the phone I knew I knew by the burning in My chest, the tingling in My fingers numbing How your whole world Can change in one phone Call how was I supposed to Know I had to fight The appeal was the ease maybe I was naive to think you could Be everything I wanted And also never leave me My therapist told me today I have abandonment issues So why do you think I begged What else can I do when everyone Else leaves me to not expect You would too You scared me, yeah But more than that I had flashbacks To days where the only thing I Could say was screaming into A yellow pillow I skipped a class this morning to Hide my swollen eyes I don’t know if they are staring But it sure feels like it There is no better word than P a n i c I felt my entire rib ate detatch From me, it float around my body Scraping my skin from the inside My bitten fingernails can’t Scratch my skin but if they Could I would be just muscle and Blood vessel You don’t know how much you Need someone until they want To walk away Please I said Please don’t leave me Everyone leaves me You promised You wouldn’t be the one who hurt me You promised Please don’t give up Don’t give up on me please Why can’t you say you love me I love you I don’t want to lose you Please Please Baby please I love you Do you still love me? Why aren’t you saying anything
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LexaAllegra
20/F/Georgia
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 8:07 PM UTC
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