I learnt to anticipate everything early on in my childhood.
To hear the thunder before lightning strikes,
if ever at all.
So don't be mad(ly in love )with me
I'm trying to spare your feelings
I'm working overtime,
playing both roles,
yours and mine.
Thank me later,
Now you are too scared of
what if –
you reject me and I reject you?
I wouldn't but you'll never know
because you would never even try.
And that's your loss
yet not my gain, either.
On the bright side, though,
in my head
we live happily ever after.
So why worry about what didn't or will never happen?
Of course I've contemplated
it
Anticipated
it
Dissipated
it
In the end, it doesn't really matter, does it?
It's not like I didn't anticipate it.
May 15
May 15, 2026 at 7:29 PM UTC
I learnt to anticipate everything early on in my childhood.
To hear the thunder before lightning strikes,
if ever at all.
So don't be mad(ly in love )with me
I'm trying to spare your feelings
I'm working overtime,
playing both roles,
yours and mine.
Thank me later,
Now you are too scared of
what if –
you reject me and I reject you?
I wouldn't but you'll never know
because you would never even try.
And that's your loss
yet not my gain, either.
On the bright side, though,
in my head
we live happily ever after.
So why worry about what didn't or will never happen?
Of course I've contemplated
it
Anticipated
it
Dissipated
it
In the end, it doesn't really matter, does it?
It's not like I didn't anticipate it.
All this babble helps me get over guys. Sorry in advance and thank you for bearing with me.
