There is so much screaming, a
mess of self-deceit flashing colours
around blinking eyes; we try always
not to let the light in.
Please, the night has fallen and
I cannot stop myself, these thoughts
of mine rise and plunder internal,
ripping pieces of machinery into
new formations, weapons
you smile at me and I take it as
an affront, you stay away and I
scream (please) I do not need you,
(please) I am only myself.
They sharpen inside and force their
way out, blood lying on my tongue
so I disgorge foul words and this
much maligned vanity.
Is it time to run you through the mangle
with me? We can flounder without falling,
but no purchase can be found for
our wandering feet.
No, I push you away and pull
myself asunder, but you do not
leave until I put the knife
to your neck.
Sep 23, 2016
Sep 23, 2016 at 6:34 PM UTC
There is so much screaming, a
mess of self-deceit flashing colours
around blinking eyes; we try always
not to let the light in.
Please, the night has fallen and
I cannot stop myself, these thoughts
of mine rise and plunder internal,
ripping pieces of machinery into
new formations, weapons
you smile at me and I take it as
an affront, you stay away and I
scream (please) I do not need you,
(please) I am only myself.
They sharpen inside and force their
way out, blood lying on my tongue
so I disgorge foul words and this
much maligned vanity.
Is it time to run you through the mangle
with me? We can flounder without falling,
but no purchase can be found for
our wandering feet.
No, I push you away and pull
myself asunder, but you do not
leave until I put the knife
to your neck.
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