I miss our conversations at 4am. My time. I miss the provocativeness of talking about absolutely nothing of any importance for hours. I miss my sleepy, sluggish, somewhat coherent words, that revealed an honesty that you might not have heard if it wasn’t the wee hours of the morning. I miss the bravado of your voice that rhythmically danced in unison along side the raindrops outside my window. I miss visualizing that you were here with me. You never knew that long after we’d said goodnight, I’d lye there and think about you.
Perhaps you’ve noticed that I don’t call you at 4am anymore, because it’s no longer appropriate. Perhaps you’ve notice that I don’t call much at all.
But if it were 4am at this very moment, and my thoughts were only somewhat coherent, and I were drunk with sleepiness and honesty… I’d tell you that I miss you, and it hurts.
Sep 1, 2010
Sep 1, 2010 at 7:13 PM UTC
I miss our conversations at 4am. My time. I miss the provocativeness of talking about absolutely nothing of any importance for hours. I miss my sleepy, sluggish, somewhat coherent words, that revealed an honesty that you might not have heard if it wasn’t the wee hours of the morning. I miss the bravado of your voice that rhythmically danced in unison along side the raindrops outside my window. I miss visualizing that you were here with me. You never knew that long after we’d said goodnight, I’d lye there and think about you.
Perhaps you’ve noticed that I don’t call you at 4am anymore, because it’s no longer appropriate. Perhaps you’ve notice that I don’t call much at all.
But if it were 4am at this very moment, and my thoughts were only somewhat coherent, and I were drunk with sleepiness and honesty… I’d tell you that I miss you, and it hurts.
2010 The **** of the ****** Mind
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