I would like to know
If you care about me
And love me as a friend
You know
I guess my problem
Is that ultimately
I don't care very much for my physical body
I think women get to have more fun then men
As they are multi ********
And can have fun with vibrators and ******
I would have liked to have fun like that
Being a guy is lame
Besides
It is highly unlikely
An attractive woman will like me
I am only 6 inches *****
And most beautiful women I talk to
Say that want 8 inches or more
I don't think that highly
Of the life you created for us God
Why couldn't you have come up with something better?
The more I live life
The more I see it as a computer program
Or matrix
The seasons repeat themselves
I go to work
Which is somewhat fulfilling
And sure, I enjoy my hobbies
But I'll probably never meet
A kind female friend
Or it will be years and years until I do
How I am I ever supposed to feel love
From another person
When I don't really like my body
I don't feel attractive
And I'm not
I am alone
Always alone
I am a stone
Left alone
Left alone to listen to
Thousands of hours
Of podcasts
I'm like a computer
Or android
Not loved very much at all
Left alone
I begin to die slowly
Waiting for a hug that never comes
Women don't pay me such attention
It must be because I'm not attractive
Oh well
Now I sound like a complainer
But I'm learning
I'm learning to always be alone
To believe in myself
And know myself
The world is a terribly ******* up place
Where thousands starve every day
I should just be grateful
Do you know how terrible it is
In a body you don't really want?
It Must be fun to be a woman
To have *******
And a ******
To have toned and **** legs
But I'm just this thing
This ugly thing
I would like to be judged by you
How would you rate me on a scale of 1 to 10
In terms of attractiveness?
I'm sure it would be very average or low
And I'm sure if we took a sample of women in your age group
And social standing they would agree
I might as well wear a t shirt
That says in capital letters UGLY
Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
I would like to know
If you care about me
And love me as a friend
You know
I guess my problem
Is that ultimately
I don't care very much for my physical body
I think women get to have more fun then men
As they are multi ********
And can have fun with vibrators and ******
I would have liked to have fun like that
Being a guy is lame
Besides
It is highly unlikely
An attractive woman will like me
I am only 6 inches *****
And most beautiful women I talk to
Say that want 8 inches or more
I don't think that highly
Of the life you created for us God
Why couldn't you have come up with something better?
The more I live life
The more I see it as a computer program
Or matrix
The seasons repeat themselves
I go to work
Which is somewhat fulfilling
And sure, I enjoy my hobbies
But I'll probably never meet
A kind female friend
Or it will be years and years until I do
How I am I ever supposed to feel love
From another person
When I don't really like my body
I don't feel attractive
And I'm not
I am alone
Always alone
I am a stone
Left alone
Left alone to listen to
Thousands of hours
Of podcasts
I'm like a computer
Or android
Not loved very much at all
Left alone
I begin to die slowly
Waiting for a hug that never comes
Women don't pay me such attention
It must be because I'm not attractive
Oh well
Now I sound like a complainer
But I'm learning
I'm learning to always be alone
To believe in myself
And know myself
The world is a terribly ******* up place
Where thousands starve every day
I should just be grateful
Do you know how terrible it is
In a body you don't really want?
It Must be fun to be a woman
To have *******
And a ******
To have toned and **** legs
But I'm just this thing
This ugly thing
I would like to be judged by you
How would you rate me on a scale of 1 to 10
In terms of attractiveness?
I'm sure it would be very average or low
And I'm sure if we took a sample of women in your age group
And social standing they would agree
I might as well wear a t shirt
That says in capital letters UGLY
