Absence, alone.
Sitting alone.
Unread texts.
One... Two... Three!
My mind starts racing,
first comes the doubts.
Then embraced by the self-hate.
Regret and judge, discord upon myself.
To yonder back from whence I came.
Recollect the sacrifices that were made.
Reforge my old self again.
Drugs, Alcohol, *** Depression, Anxiety, the Addiction.
Is purity not meant for me?
A few hours of mere absence I dread.
Perhaps corrupt I must be?
Lose the white light, wholesome, selfless and true.
Embrace the darkness, selfishly and torment be due.
Oh my dear god, cleanse me of such disposition,
end me please~
May 15, 2019
May 15, 2019 at 12:07 AM UTC
Absence, alone.
Sitting alone.
Unread texts.
One... Two... Three!
My mind starts racing,
first comes the doubts.
Then embraced by the self-hate.
Regret and judge, discord upon myself.
To yonder back from whence I came.
Recollect the sacrifices that were made.
Reforge my old self again.
Drugs, Alcohol, *** Depression, Anxiety, the Addiction.
Is purity not meant for me?
A few hours of mere absence I dread.
Perhaps corrupt I must be?
Lose the white light, wholesome, selfless and true.
Embrace the darkness, selfishly and torment be due.
Oh my dear god, cleanse me of such disposition,
end me please~
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