I feel as if I'm broken
I feel so scared to death
I wish that you could see
how I'll take my last breath
just make sure no ones home
make sure the doors are locked
I'll be up in my room
with all the windows blocked
I'll have my trusty side kick
a shiny silver blade
since no one can see me
I don't have to wait
just take that first step
just put it on your wrist
starting it off slowly
and ending with a twist
Stop it! that second guessing,
you know its what you want!
is what my mind is telling me
ignoring my whole heart
But then I hear a sound
I hear the front door open
I cut a little deeper
they don't know I'm here I'm hoping
they are on the stairs
with more feet than just two
then suddenly my door opens
though I can't make out a view
tears are falling down
and they take me in their arms
they say that its alright
'We love you with our hearts'
Now finally I realize
that its not worth the pain
I have those who need me
I will finally be happy again
. . . I promise
Jan 30, 2012
Jan 30, 2012 at 10:30 PM UTC
I feel as if I'm broken
I feel so scared to death
I wish that you could see
how I'll take my last breath
just make sure no ones home
make sure the doors are locked
I'll be up in my room
with all the windows blocked
I'll have my trusty side kick
a shiny silver blade
since no one can see me
I don't have to wait
just take that first step
just put it on your wrist
starting it off slowly
and ending with a twist
Stop it! that second guessing,
you know its what you want!
is what my mind is telling me
ignoring my whole heart
But then I hear a sound
I hear the front door open
I cut a little deeper
they don't know I'm here I'm hoping
they are on the stairs
with more feet than just two
then suddenly my door opens
though I can't make out a view
tears are falling down
and they take me in their arms
they say that its alright
'We love you with our hearts'
Now finally I realize
that its not worth the pain
I have those who need me
I will finally be happy again
. . . I promise