I hope people understand
that it hurts from where I stand.
Spitting things that I don't mean
while doing good things that's unseen.
This isn't the person I want to be.
I've become the opposite of the peaceful, cyan sea.
Shouting harsh words, then feeling guilty.
Replaying the moment in my mind at three.
The anger that I'm not able to control
kept me in the same hole.
The one that swallowed me whole.
Burying the kind kid deep within my soul.
I'm swallowed by my own burden.
My heart starting to harden.
The anger that I thought was a teammate
turned me into the person I hate.
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 1:12 AM UTC
I hope people understand
that it hurts from where I stand.
Spitting things that I don't mean
while doing good things that's unseen.
This isn't the person I want to be.
I've become the opposite of the peaceful, cyan sea.
Shouting harsh words, then feeling guilty.
Replaying the moment in my mind at three.
The anger that I'm not able to control
kept me in the same hole.
The one that swallowed me whole.
Burying the kind kid deep within my soul.
I'm swallowed by my own burden.
My heart starting to harden.
The anger that I thought was a teammate
turned me into the person I hate.