Food has power over me
Trying so hard to be who they want me to be.
Eating just enough to stay alive,
Throwing up food to survive.
Survive i my sick mind,
Mind that left the will to live behind.
Fighting myself every day,
Making sure to check how much I weigh.
Numbers rule my mind every second of the day,
Convincing me more and more that I don’t want to stay.
Stay I a world ruled by food,
Throwing up anything that needs to be chewed.
People comment how fat I look,
Now I’m not but you have no idea what it took.
Wishing I could just eat what I want,
Wishing to stop the thoughts of food that haunt.
Haunt me every second I am awake,
My life is at stake.
Bulimia took the happy me,
Turned me into someone I never wanted to be.
Pretending just please everyone around,
Doesn’t matter you are crying on the ground.
Oct 21, 2025
Oct 21, 2025 at 5:53 PM UTC
Food has power over me
Trying so hard to be who they want me to be.
Eating just enough to stay alive,
Throwing up food to survive.
Survive i my sick mind,
Mind that left the will to live behind.
Fighting myself every day,
Making sure to check how much I weigh.
Numbers rule my mind every second of the day,
Convincing me more and more that I don’t want to stay.
Stay I a world ruled by food,
Throwing up anything that needs to be chewed.
People comment how fat I look,
Now I’m not but you have no idea what it took.
Wishing I could just eat what I want,
Wishing to stop the thoughts of food that haunt.
Haunt me every second I am awake,
My life is at stake.
Bulimia took the happy me,
Turned me into someone I never wanted to be.
Pretending just please everyone around,
Doesn’t matter you are crying on the ground.