I wish I could have had the chance
to talk to you
before you left.
I wish I could have come to your funeral.
I wish I could have held your hand
for the last time.
I wish I could have told you
that you make this world better.
All your spark
and now it all ends.
Some days I don't understand,
Some days I won’t forgive god.
I will be here.
I will call your mom.
I will sit with the silence
you left behind.
I will think of you when I’m happy,
and that will hurt too.
I wish you could have stayed longer.
I’m sad knowing
I won’t see you achieve your dreams,
won’t see the person
you wanted to be.
They cleaned your room
like no one had ever been there before.
Like your laughter never lived there.
But they won’t clean the walls,
or clear your drawers,
or your clothes.
But i know
your laughter will live here.
And there are still
plenty days left under the sky
for us to look for you.
Because you taught us
to enjoy and your life was beautiful
Feb 3
Feb 3, 2026 at 3:00 PM UTC
I wish I could have had the chance
to talk to you
before you left.
I wish I could have come to your funeral.
I wish I could have held your hand
for the last time.
I wish I could have told you
that you make this world better.
All your spark
and now it all ends.
Some days I don't understand,
Some days I won’t forgive god.
I will be here.
I will call your mom.
I will sit with the silence
you left behind.
I will think of you when I’m happy,
and that will hurt too.
I wish you could have stayed longer.
I’m sad knowing
I won’t see you achieve your dreams,
won’t see the person
you wanted to be.
They cleaned your room
like no one had ever been there before.
Like your laughter never lived there.
But they won’t clean the walls,
or clear your drawers,
or your clothes.
But i know
your laughter will live here.
And there are still
plenty days left under the sky
for us to look for you.
Because you taught us
to enjoy and your life was beautiful
I will finish the painting you left behind, I'm happy we met because we had the same name.
