I thought of myself
As a phoenix
Set aflame
But Now
I'm just
Ashes and Dust
Look at this mess that I've made.
Dec 30, 2016
Dec 30, 2016 at 12:45 PM UTC
I thought of myself
As a phoenix
Set aflame
But Now
I'm just
Ashes and Dust
Look at this mess that I've made.
I have a tendency to self-analyze. And, as often is the case, I am my own harshest critic. Often I tear myself down; sometimes I strip myself bare. I retrace my failures and the consequences of my own poor decisions. This habit is similar to prodding a canker sore with your tongue. It's painful, and does nothing to heal the would, yet it is almost impossible to refrain from doing. The nagging pain of an open sore is contrasted to the acute pain of direct contact; but there is relief from the constant irritation in the brief intensity of addressing these sores directly. (Though counter-intuitive) It is, somehow, soothing. Perhaps by proving it could be worse. Perhaps it's just licking a wound.
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