I want to destroy myself.
To fall into a pit of elated destruction
Watch me woo myself into the blackness. . .
I want to raise all hell
Dance with strange, strange mutants,
Imbibe some dreaded poison
So I can sleep the nights away in a daze.
I want to use the spell of drugs,
And watch it wrap around my throat and heart,
Just to feel something.
Dead no more, no more.
I want to let evil coil,
Bring in absinthe and *****
Make me immune to its toxicity
Make me spin, make me spin.
Maybe a good dose of lust too,
For the final concoction,
And let this bomb brew in the form of a witch's stew
Then let me **** you.
I want to destroy myself,
I only feel alive when I'm burning.
I want to sink into the cruel skin
I was meant to don.
I saved myself, I wanted to be your
Good girl,
Thinking you'd value me higher.
Instead I feel devalued and cheap anyway
Might as well let the white ******* come off.
Stupid, filthy girl,
Let me drink down this **** with a bottle of ***
Jan 26, 2014
Jan 26, 2014 at 5:25 PM UTC
I want to destroy myself.
To fall into a pit of elated destruction
Watch me woo myself into the blackness. . .
I want to raise all hell
Dance with strange, strange mutants,
Imbibe some dreaded poison
So I can sleep the nights away in a daze.
I want to use the spell of drugs,
And watch it wrap around my throat and heart,
Just to feel something.
Dead no more, no more.
I want to let evil coil,
Bring in absinthe and *****
Make me immune to its toxicity
Make me spin, make me spin.
Maybe a good dose of lust too,
For the final concoction,
And let this bomb brew in the form of a witch's stew
Then let me **** you.
I want to destroy myself,
I only feel alive when I'm burning.
I want to sink into the cruel skin
I was meant to don.
I saved myself, I wanted to be your
Good girl,
Thinking you'd value me higher.
Instead I feel devalued and cheap anyway
Might as well let the white ******* come off.
Stupid, filthy girl,
Let me drink down this **** with a bottle of ***
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