Angel Illusion?

Atul Poems

I Peered Out Of The Room Windows, I Was In This Desolate Guesthouse, It Was A Comfortable Rest House, And Here I Was In Anticipation, Angel Or Whosoever Was Awaited, Will She Pop Into My Vision Here Too, Was It Only A Seasick Mind's Illusion? Was All That Really Just An Illusion, Thinking This I Prepared For Bed, Then I Felt A Flute Was Playing, Looked Into Sound's Direction, All I Saw Then Was Foggy Night, My Own Reflection Was Also Visible, Slightly If Not Entirely Can Be Seen. I Recalled The First Night At The Sea, She Did Appear On The Towed Raft, A Beautiful Mermaid I Had Seen, Now I Did Remember It Clearly, My Face Was No Longer Mine, Yes It Was The Beautiful Face Of Hers, She Wasn't Sad As I Did Remember. She Was Smiling So Very Divinely, Her Brown Eyes Stared So Cutely, More Divine Felt She Was Really, I Thought That It Was So Early, My Pocket Watch Showed Three, I Took My Eyes Off And Went To Bed, Then & There She Was Lying For Me. I Again Let My Mind Play Games, Never Did Imagine Turning Mad, Now I Was Not Feeling As Bad, Neither I Wanted To Break It, Nor It Felt Like One Anymore, This Was The Dream I Loved To Live, As If The Boon Was Presented To Me. She Smiled As I Sat On The Bed, I Asked Her, "Are You Real?" "Yes, Just As Your Thoughts," I Then Stared At Her Lips, She Then Touched Me Again, Hands As Soft As That Night At Sea, I Just Felt Like Opposing Her Touch. I Blankly Smiled And Thought, 'My Thoughts Are Surely Real,' Then I Just Let Her Guide Me, The Moon Shone So Bright, It Just Felt Really So Very Right, Resigning I Just Let My Illusion Win, It's Love We Were Sharing, Not A Sin.