and i ache just thinking about it
all those times i needed you and you walked right out the door.
all the soft and tender midnight words i dreamed you had whispered in my ears that were soon replaced with cold lifeless ones.
and i ache
i ache for all the times my heart skipped a beat just to get thrown down the stairs
i ache remembering all those nights that i would lie awake
alone.
right next to you.
begging
to be touched
to be looked at
to be held
to be seen
to be felt
in all the throbbing places
inside of
me
just one little kiss
one kind word
a moment of softness
some sort of mercy
and i ache. i shiver and shake
i cry and wonder when i’ll get a break
i cry and wonder when i’ll get a break.
Apr 1, 2020
Apr 1, 2020 at 1:50 AM UTC
and i ache just thinking about it
all those times i needed you and you walked right out the door.
all the soft and tender midnight words i dreamed you had whispered in my ears that were soon replaced with cold lifeless ones.
and i ache
i ache for all the times my heart skipped a beat just to get thrown down the stairs
i ache remembering all those nights that i would lie awake
alone.
right next to you.
begging
to be touched
to be looked at
to be held
to be seen
to be felt
in all the throbbing places
inside of
me
just one little kiss
one kind word
a moment of softness
some sort of mercy
and i ache. i shiver and shake
i cry and wonder when i’ll get a break
i cry and wonder when i’ll get a break.