I went into the garage
sat down at the workbench
laid out a clean sheet of Tyvek
and sterilized the long steel probe.
This wasn’t a snap decision;
I did months of research
got some tips from an ER nurse friend
knew the risk
but could not live this way anymore.
Numbed my right eye with ophthalmic anaesthetic
leaned over the mirror
and slowly pushed the needle
into the socket beside my nose.
It didn’t hurt
just pressure
like the blogs had said
and then
The world exploded in yellow stars
Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 11:00 AM UTC
I went into the garage
sat down at the workbench
laid out a clean sheet of Tyvek
and sterilized the long steel probe.
This wasn’t a snap decision;
I did months of research
got some tips from an ER nurse friend
knew the risk
but could not live this way anymore.
Numbed my right eye with ophthalmic anaesthetic
leaned over the mirror
and slowly pushed the needle
into the socket beside my nose.
It didn’t hurt
just pressure
like the blogs had said
and then
The world exploded in yellow stars
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