Who do I turn to,
when I am the only one around?
Parted ways,
with society,
I wonder why I continue to breathe.
What is my reason if the seasons pass me by?
a blur moving slowly, remind me,
Of the faults, I’ve created …
… almost leads me to temptation,
the one promise I’m barely containing;
What’s the point in looking forward to a brand new day?
Unable to profess without judgment,
I have no other choice,
but to lock my heart in my chest.
It’s clear:
Implicating the burdens tackled and experienced
is entirely my fault.
Conclusion leading to guessing that is right: I deserve this.
Years and years of mistakes,
I remain the unchanged.
Old friends,
departing to another place
...I miss the old days.
I can’t bring it back.
nothing really stays the same
I am closer to forgetting
almost letting,
my conscious get the best of me.
Today, it has led me to
Reminiscing.
Tomorrow, it will lead me
to a deluge of cold-blooded thoughts.
The next,
back to dreading
Wishing I could simply
Pass on.
Never have I felt…
Lonely.
Jan 9, 2013
Jan 9, 2013 at 11:10 PM UTC
Who do I turn to,
when I am the only one around?
Parted ways,
with society,
I wonder why I continue to breathe.
What is my reason if the seasons pass me by?
a blur moving slowly, remind me,
Of the faults, I’ve created …
… almost leads me to temptation,
the one promise I’m barely containing;
What’s the point in looking forward to a brand new day?
Unable to profess without judgment,
I have no other choice,
but to lock my heart in my chest.
It’s clear:
Implicating the burdens tackled and experienced
is entirely my fault.
Conclusion leading to guessing that is right: I deserve this.
Years and years of mistakes,
I remain the unchanged.
Old friends,
departing to another place
...I miss the old days.
I can’t bring it back.
nothing really stays the same
I am closer to forgetting
almost letting,
my conscious get the best of me.
Today, it has led me to
Reminiscing.
Tomorrow, it will lead me
to a deluge of cold-blooded thoughts.
The next,
back to dreading
Wishing I could simply
Pass on.
Never have I felt…
Lonely.
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