I get worried I'll fail you
every day you succeed
you're too good and I'm selfish
I don't know what to do
have I held myself back
or is it easy to rest
I can't tell if I'm present
So I'm worried I'll fail you
Worried I'll fail you
with a kiss or a touch
with words or a look
do I give you enough
Am I here
Is this love
why can't I tell the difference
Between worry and absence
between passion and desperation
Is this normal
I can't tell
if I'm treating you right
You deserve to be happy
You deserve a fair fight
I'm confused and I'm scared
That I've made a mistake
For your sake
I am hoping its only cold feet
I had this idea
a long time ago
of my future and a man
who was different
one that I didn't know
I was separate
apart from this town and these faces
No memories
just me and a new life
so where do we fit
when its you and its me
when time takes us both
Where will I end up
Where will you be
Was this a mistake
poor timing? convenience?
I don't want it to be
but it feels like I'm losing
and writing this feels like a surrender
a sabotage
because this is good
we are good
why am i worried
im so scared
but I'm happy
I have doubts
but I'm laughing
When we are together
when we are apart
theres a difference
am i shallow
am i selfish
am i stuck up
conceded
I'm confused
I'm scared
I'm guilty
but this time
It has to be you.
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 3:31 PM UTC
I get worried I'll fail you
every day you succeed
you're too good and I'm selfish
I don't know what to do
have I held myself back
or is it easy to rest
I can't tell if I'm present
So I'm worried I'll fail you
Worried I'll fail you
with a kiss or a touch
with words or a look
do I give you enough
Am I here
Is this love
why can't I tell the difference
Between worry and absence
between passion and desperation
Is this normal
I can't tell
if I'm treating you right
You deserve to be happy
You deserve a fair fight
I'm confused and I'm scared
That I've made a mistake
For your sake
I am hoping its only cold feet
I had this idea
a long time ago
of my future and a man
who was different
one that I didn't know
I was separate
apart from this town and these faces
No memories
just me and a new life
so where do we fit
when its you and its me
when time takes us both
Where will I end up
Where will you be
Was this a mistake
poor timing? convenience?
I don't want it to be
but it feels like I'm losing
and writing this feels like a surrender
a sabotage
because this is good
we are good
why am i worried
im so scared
but I'm happy
I have doubts
but I'm laughing
When we are together
when we are apart
theres a difference
am i shallow
am i selfish
am i stuck up
conceded
I'm confused
I'm scared
I'm guilty
but this time
It has to be you.
