yesterday i wandered away from myself
i found myself looking back at what i thought was me
but the someone looking through the mirror didnt see
the someone not seen didnt know i was looking and felt left out
the left-out one looked around and seen all that had been looked in on and stepped out of the mirror to go back from then on
then on went the symphony of the seeing and the seen all that is there to be seen is there right in front of what i thought was me
on with all the looking and seeing back at me
yesterday i wandered away from me to see the other mees that visit every once in a while and i find i like all the mees i see even if they cant see me
i broke the me seeing mirror i was getting bored with it i started to see the me that i didnt want to see the twisted feeble dying old me
that scares me the feebleness the frailty of it all
i put the pieces of my me seeing mirror in a dresser drawer
so i could put them back together again when i am that feeble old me so that hopefully ill see the me i want to see again.
i know that me is still there and that me sees me now looking at it wondering the same thing as i is that the me i used to see when i saw the feeble me old dying me that me scares me.
so the me i see broke the me seeing mirror cause he was scared of me...
Oct 11, 2010
Oct 11, 2010 at 7:18 PM UTC
yesterday i wandered away from myself
i found myself looking back at what i thought was me
but the someone looking through the mirror didnt see
the someone not seen didnt know i was looking and felt left out
the left-out one looked around and seen all that had been looked in on and stepped out of the mirror to go back from then on
then on went the symphony of the seeing and the seen all that is there to be seen is there right in front of what i thought was me
on with all the looking and seeing back at me
yesterday i wandered away from me to see the other mees that visit every once in a while and i find i like all the mees i see even if they cant see me
i broke the me seeing mirror i was getting bored with it i started to see the me that i didnt want to see the twisted feeble dying old me
that scares me the feebleness the frailty of it all
i put the pieces of my me seeing mirror in a dresser drawer
so i could put them back together again when i am that feeble old me so that hopefully ill see the me i want to see again.
i know that me is still there and that me sees me now looking at it wondering the same thing as i is that the me i used to see when i saw the feeble me old dying me that me scares me.
so the me i see broke the me seeing mirror cause he was scared of me...