I feel wistful.
Wistful of talents I do not have,
and places I have not been.
But then I remember,
Time is limitless if I choose it to be.
So many choices, decisions, prospects,
endless opportunities.
And while others experience,
I flounder.
In the inbetween state,
tiptoes up to the edge
but not daring to jump,
not yet.
Scared of what truth the idealised holds in store for me.
I am to find m self in the embrace of a lover,
skin to skin.
Or in a high so high the sighs of my yesterdays are forgotten.
Or am I to find myself always expecting, craving more.
Craving I had choosen different choices,
made different decisions,
followed different prospects.
All these endless opportunities,
but here I stand afraid.
Afraid to chance regret.
Afraid to chance wasted time.
Afraid to chance.
Afraid.
Dec 20, 2015
Dec 20, 2015 at 6:44 AM UTC
I feel wistful.
Wistful of talents I do not have,
and places I have not been.
But then I remember,
Time is limitless if I choose it to be.
So many choices, decisions, prospects,
endless opportunities.
And while others experience,
I flounder.
In the inbetween state,
tiptoes up to the edge
but not daring to jump,
not yet.
Scared of what truth the idealised holds in store for me.
I am to find m self in the embrace of a lover,
skin to skin.
Or in a high so high the sighs of my yesterdays are forgotten.
Or am I to find myself always expecting, craving more.
Craving I had choosen different choices,
made different decisions,
followed different prospects.
All these endless opportunities,
but here I stand afraid.
Afraid to chance regret.
Afraid to chance wasted time.
Afraid to chance.
Afraid.
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