I'll lie here and pretend
You're still in love with me
A quiet charade
That you believe I believe
I'll pretend I'm not ignored
And revel in silence
That I never asked for
Try to win you with compliance
I don't trust my defiance
I don't believe in myself
I can't catch you
Can't win you
Can't cry out for help
I'll act like I'm happy
Fake like I'm not alone
Won't act sappy
Won't change the tone
I'll keep it clean, keep it sweet
Keep fears hidden deep
You won't hear a sound, won't hear a tweet
I won't be the one to speak
I won't push you away or be the one to end it
Cause I'm dying to be near you
I won't write it, won't send it
Because deep down I fear you
I fear you leaving
Fear you running
Fear you cleaving
Fear me being lost
What's the cost
Of speaking out
Against the silence
Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 6:53 AM UTC
I'll lie here and pretend
You're still in love with me
A quiet charade
That you believe I believe
I'll pretend I'm not ignored
And revel in silence
That I never asked for
Try to win you with compliance
I don't trust my defiance
I don't believe in myself
I can't catch you
Can't win you
Can't cry out for help
I'll act like I'm happy
Fake like I'm not alone
Won't act sappy
Won't change the tone
I'll keep it clean, keep it sweet
Keep fears hidden deep
You won't hear a sound, won't hear a tweet
I won't be the one to speak
I won't push you away or be the one to end it
Cause I'm dying to be near you
I won't write it, won't send it
Because deep down I fear you
I fear you leaving
Fear you running
Fear you cleaving
Fear me being lost
What's the cost
Of speaking out
Against the silence
