What If I Am In Love?

Ashwinkumar1989 Poems

Let's say I am in love with Ms. B Being a hypothetical situation, there is no need to use proper names So, here it goes Dear B, You mean the world to me For you, I am willing to do anything That is, of course, anything ethical You can rant all day as you like I will listen, understand and empathise I can be a shoulder for you to cry on Your happiness, is all that matters to me You lose your temper? that's fine After all, it happens to me too More frequently that you would imagine You need some space? Of course, I will give you space I understand what it means To be surrounded by people all the time And thus end up losing the opportunity To have some "me time" After all, not only am I an introvert I am also autistic And too much talking often drains the hell outta me Except when it comes to topics I am comfortable with Such as trains, Harris Jayaraj music, food, Harry Potter Agatha Christie ****** mysteries, cricket, tennis And of course, anything to do with Aishwarya Lekshmi Anyway, I will do my very best To make our relationship work I will always be there for you Through good and bad times Of course, that doesn't mean That I will be overprotective You must have your independence I'm pretty sure you can take care of yourself However, when it comes to a situation Where you end up biting more than you can chew You just have to say the word And I will be at your side You have a few male friends With whom you are intimate? That's completely okay with me Of course, my best friend is a woman You should be okay with that Remember, it works both ways Then, there is the sheer pain you have to go through When it comes to having a baby In order to avoid that, I am open for adoption Or even test tube babies Of course, only if you are okay with either option Remember, I will always love you Whether you are at your best Or at your worst However, I expect the same from you as well As I mentioned earlier, I am autistic Which means I am socially awkward And also socially awkward Though I come from a vegetarian family I eat a lot of meat Chicken, mutton, prawn, pork, beef You name it, you have it Of course, unfortunately not within the boundaries of my home Also, my political views are often radical For instance, I do not consider Kashmir as a part of India And I am all for a radical redistribution of power On the basis of class and caste Such that the poor and the underprivileged get back what is theirs In fact, what has been theirs for three thousand years Also, though I was born a Hindu I actually pray to Jesus That is, I have been doing it for the last nine months But I don't go to church Nor do I follow any traditions or rituals Jesus is simply a friend to me I believe everything will work out eventually If I place my faith in him Finally, I am not interested in *** Except as a means of reproduction I need emotional and psychological intimacy I will share everything with you And I expect the same from you as well If you are okay with all this Then we can be a team Until Death do us part If you are not okay Then maybe we can just be friends If you are not comfortable with that as well Then we are free To go our own separate ways On this note, let me end my musings And return to reality