Do you remember, when I showed up at you door?
And I told you that “I wanted more”…
You looked me in the eye…
And told me that you couldn’t lie…
You said you found someone new,
That this isn’t how I wanted to tell you.
I’ve told twice before, before I showed up at your door.
That I loved you, more than I wanted to.
You said we’d give it a try, but baby, now you’ve told a lie.
This isn’t how I wanted to tell you, but I didn’t know how to reach you.
My phone keeps saying that the calls and the texts won’t go through.
Because of what she’s done to you…
I just came to say I love you.
You told me you didn’t want me to.
Let me tell you, that’s worse than “I hate you”,
When you said, “you didn’t want me.”
But it’s a fact, it’s not a phase…
That I love you more and more each day.
I tried to hide it, to fight it, to give up on you.
But clearly, that didn’t work.
Otherwise I wouldn’t be hurt.
Or at least not that bad.
But you said you didn’t want that.
I don’t know what to tell you.
You’ve broken the last straw.
I saw you with her.
And realized, I don’t have closure.
You never told me goodbye.
And every time I cry,
I still remember those golden eyes,
Feeding me lies.
You told me I had a chance, that wouldn’t last.
But here we are, it’s been years.
She is still here.
And I’m still haunted by her.
Because I didn’t get closure.
I just wanted to tell you I loved you.
That you were everything that I wanted.
Somehow we ended up here, fighting about you two.
Now you’re gone and I’m haunted.
But it’s fine because you have her.
And I’ve finally got…
Closure
Nov 7, 2019
Nov 7, 2019 at 5:40 AM UTC
Do you remember, when I showed up at you door?
And I told you that “I wanted more”…
You looked me in the eye…
And told me that you couldn’t lie…
You said you found someone new,
That this isn’t how I wanted to tell you.
I’ve told twice before, before I showed up at your door.
That I loved you, more than I wanted to.
You said we’d give it a try, but baby, now you’ve told a lie.
This isn’t how I wanted to tell you, but I didn’t know how to reach you.
My phone keeps saying that the calls and the texts won’t go through.
Because of what she’s done to you…
I just came to say I love you.
You told me you didn’t want me to.
Let me tell you, that’s worse than “I hate you”,
When you said, “you didn’t want me.”
But it’s a fact, it’s not a phase…
That I love you more and more each day.
I tried to hide it, to fight it, to give up on you.
But clearly, that didn’t work.
Otherwise I wouldn’t be hurt.
Or at least not that bad.
But you said you didn’t want that.
I don’t know what to tell you.
You’ve broken the last straw.
I saw you with her.
And realized, I don’t have closure.
You never told me goodbye.
And every time I cry,
I still remember those golden eyes,
Feeding me lies.
You told me I had a chance, that wouldn’t last.
But here we are, it’s been years.
She is still here.
And I’m still haunted by her.
Because I didn’t get closure.
I just wanted to tell you I loved you.
That you were everything that I wanted.
Somehow we ended up here, fighting about you two.
Now you’re gone and I’m haunted.
But it’s fine because you have her.
And I’ve finally got…
Closure