I'm aware that our drinking might be damaging
to our livers, but
there's something amazing about seeing ourselves
without filters.
The pull you described-
I thought it was imaginary
as I'm not the best judge of my own character
and when you met me, I thought I was a ********
Sometimes, I still think I'm a ********
But you've molded me
into something far better,
a form I am proud to inhabit,
a soul I enjoy feeding
and feeling inside me.
Yes, you're an inspiration
and yes, your form and mind keep me awake
at night, imagining
possibilities-
ways to kiss you, adore you, be a better man for you -
(and yes,
I gendered myself
partially because you've made me realize
that my Self is a canon
of hope for others like me
and that I should cherish it)
There's nothing more precious to me
than waking up next to you,
feeling your eyelashes flutter
against my cheek as we rise,
procrastinating leaving our bed
because it's warm and inviting-
or feeling your breath in my ear
as you tell me your stories,
secrets
that I won't ever mention
to anyone-
You'll have everything I can give
in my emotional reserve.
You'll have my joy, pain, oblivion
and all in between.
You'll have time, love, patience, faith,
whatever you need,
my love,
ask
and it shall be granted
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 9:51 AM UTC
I'm aware that our drinking might be damaging
to our livers, but
there's something amazing about seeing ourselves
without filters.
The pull you described-
I thought it was imaginary
as I'm not the best judge of my own character
and when you met me, I thought I was a ********
Sometimes, I still think I'm a ********
But you've molded me
into something far better,
a form I am proud to inhabit,
a soul I enjoy feeding
and feeling inside me.
Yes, you're an inspiration
and yes, your form and mind keep me awake
at night, imagining
possibilities-
ways to kiss you, adore you, be a better man for you -
(and yes,
I gendered myself
partially because you've made me realize
that my Self is a canon
of hope for others like me
and that I should cherish it)
There's nothing more precious to me
than waking up next to you,
feeling your eyelashes flutter
against my cheek as we rise,
procrastinating leaving our bed
because it's warm and inviting-
or feeling your breath in my ear
as you tell me your stories,
secrets
that I won't ever mention
to anyone-
You'll have everything I can give
in my emotional reserve.
You'll have my joy, pain, oblivion
and all in between.
You'll have time, love, patience, faith,
whatever you need,
my love,
ask
and it shall be granted
For V, in response to "Astrological Compatibility"
